"God has not been trying an experiment on my faith or love in order to find out their quality. He knew it already. It was I who didn't. In this trial He makes us occupy the dock, the witness box, and the bench all at once. He always knew that my temple was a house of cards. His only way of making me realize the fact was to knock it down."
CS Lewis, A Grief Observed
One mile down the road is the land I walked for two years, the land behind the house where we used to live. Savannah and I visited it the other day. It was a beautiful place to contemplate while my daughter talked of her dreams and future.